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November 2021
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Evolution2/28/2021 I am seeing things around me happen with life that are brand new experiences. . For the last 3 or 4 days, I have been gaining more and more control over my thoughts and body. I am also seeing the cats I live with gain new senses. I have been working with a very sick cat that had extreme anxiety and was pretty much starving herself as I was doing to myself. I tuned into what was going on around me and managed to figure things out and fix the affected small cat.
I am also seeing the bigger one as well as his sister use their paws to pick things up. Not only picking things up with their claws, but they have been licking things of mine that I wear to get my taste. This one was a bit odd to see as the two of them licked one of my dirty socks. It didn't look like it tasted the best by their expressions when they did it. The bigger male cat has been picking up his toy and playing fetch with me. He does it just like a dog would, but more enjoyable to watch for sure. He picks his toy up and throws it at me, knowing I will throw it. He gets so excited bringing it back. One of his toys is a little yellow spiral. He sees me plugging in my phone and tablet to charge so he gets the end of the cord stuck between two twists of the spiral. He pulls it as far as it can reach and holds it out there looking at me. One day he was in my room on my futon with me as I laid down. I pet him for a little while before closing my eyes with one of my arms outstretched a bit. He snuggled up beside me and rested his head on my shoulder and started purring. It was honesly the most adorable thing I may have ever experienced. I think we are all evolving. I have much more control over my thoughts and body than ever before. I had a learning disability and was incapable of slowing down and thinking about what I was doing before I did something. I was literally on full blast with every action. It caused me a great deal of difficulty with a number of things. Today is I think the first day I have ever been able to slow down. I have been practicing it and doing one thing at a time. This feeling is completely foreign to me and I love it.
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Miraculous self-heal2/26/2021 Today is the first day that I can remember since I was a child, and it's only for an instant that I remember it so this feeling is foreign to me. I'm a brand new person now. I have fully awakened, and have been undoing the damage that has been done to and by myself for the last 3 days. I have been putting on videos that are educational, and I am receiving telepathic messages that are educational, but about myself and things that I actually want to know more about. Because the mood in here is set a certain way, being educational in this case, my spirit team are hijacking the audio signals and putting the knowledge that they want me to have as thoughts in my mind.
I healed PTSD and severe social anxiety, and I recognize that this is a major problem in the world today. Because of this, I felt the need to post this story. I am going to explain what I had to do in order to release the bindings that were placed on my physical body as a result of these conditions. To heal the trauma, I had to properly identify and analyze thoughts and memories of things that made me uncomfortable. When I would have a thought that made me uncomfortable, it would manifest as my body doing something that made me physically uncomfortable. So literal these messages are that we get and fail to see. I had to sit in the uncomfortable-ness and hold it until I identified specifically what aspect of the situation made me uncomfortable. The reality was, the reason I got uncomfortable was because what happened reminded me of a time when I personally made a fool of myself or looked weak. We are programmed to be so tough and strong, to suppress and ignore our weaknesses. It's not "manly" to be "weak". This is what we are told and have it drilled into our mind from birth until the last breath we take. The reality is we don't grow unless we are weak or wrong. We have to IDENTIFY what was not good about something, and learn first hand why it is not good. Experience is the ony way to learn properly, and if we ignore and suppress experiences, ,we will ignore and suppress our growth... To heal from the effects of the anxiety and trauma, I had to talk to my mother and tell her about my traumatic experience. I had to say out loud what had an effect on me in specific and why it affected me the way it did. I had to acknowledge it for myself, and verbalize it to heal from it. I had to verbalize it out loud in order for the reality to flow through me. If you deny reality and stop this flow, it manifests in our physical body as a blockage or clouding somewere physically.
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Enough about me, how about those cats?2/24/2021 I made a new friend with 4 legs, and got to learn something new about how they work and see things. I posted enough about myself, the biography can rest for now. I will start posting about how certain things work in the universe, and why they operate in the way that they do. I don't know everything now, I'm not saying I reached enlightenment at all. But I can take the facts that I have learned in life, and use my emotions and feelings to analyze and filter the intormation.
There are 2 people I live with that have 2 cats that are still very young. I moved in with them, and then the lady went and got 2 kittens when they were born. One of the kittens is like I was, very timid and shy. She took a very long time to warm up to me. She just started coming up to my room and listening for me moving in it this week. She had no voice, the first time I heard her meow, it was so quiet and broken. She is very small compared to her brother. I didn't really pay much attention to her because I barely saw her. When she started coming into my room, the orange one that I have pictures of on facebook got real jealous. I sooked him up, and can tune into animals so he loves me to death and thought I was his. He really didn't like her coming in here when I started giving her kisses on the head. I connect to animals very fast and easily. The male orange cat got so mad, he was making the funniest growling noises, and literally flipped out. I laughed so hard when he launched himself up into the air and did a back flip, while screaming at his sister. The two of them then started fighting and getting wild, and I was just awed watching them fight over me. This wasn't the only time they faught over me too until I broke them up and had a good talk with mister. He then left the room in a hissy fit and didn't come back for the rest of the day. The next day while the tiny, shy female was in with me, Kaufman, the orange male cat came in and the look on his face made me burst out laughing. I never saw such expression on a cat's face, and I've lived with a cat for over 20 years. He then comes into the room, clearly showing frustration. I started watching him, analyzing his behavior. He went through my room, and no word of lie looked at every object up close, sniffing around in some places. He spent about 10 minutes seeing what objects in my room were in a different place than before, and anything that I used or moved, he got a real close look and sniff at. I then realized that cats are probably as intelligent, or possibly more intelligent on some levels than humans. They can tune into our emotional state and feel the intent of our words when we speak to them. It doesn't matter what language it is, the cat will understand the basic idea of what you are trying to get across.
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It has begun2/20/2021 I recently had 2 upgrades, and woke up today with the desire to fix my mental health... Today is the first day of my freedom from the shackles that trauma had put on me for my whole life after the age of 9. I had a horribly traumatic experience happen to me and it broke me bad. It completely shattered my world view and thoughts of other people. It destroyed me and my life has been a complete disaster ever since. I have accomplished nothing in my life other than disappointing those that loved me.
I had 2 awakenings in the last week, and when I woke up I decided to try to fix my mental health state. I have had severe social anxiety and generalized anxiety, and it turned into PTSD. Needless to say, I was very unconfortable in my own skin. On top of the traumatic experiences, I never felt like I fit in anywhere, because I have the emotions of a woman, and acted different than other boys my age so I was teased, tormented, and bullied every year I was in school. Think of what this can do to a person when it's all they have known their whole life. I also had severe abandonment issues from my father and his family abandoning me as a baby. I'm all kinds of messed up, at least I was until recently. I never got approval from my peers, so I developed an inferiority complex, and this forced me to be extremely skillful in everything I do. I was forced to try my absolute hardest to impress people, because the only positive response I ever got from anyone other than a parent or teacher who has to say these things. I was forced to find approval from other sources than humans, so I went inside my mind and found it there. I had a vivid imagination. I used this imagination to the highest and most beneficial. I learned about how people could be put into trance/hypnotic states. I learned and studied the flicker rate of TV sets, monitors, and other projectors. The flicker, of HERTZ rate is ALWAYS 60, or 120. This is because at these flicker rates, your body absorbes the messages without any type or proper discernment. This flicker rate scientifically puts anyone watching whatever program is playing into a more suggestible state, making them more likely to believe whatever message is being sold to them, hook, line, and sinker. Take propaganda for example. This psychological warfare has been used and is still being used to this day to manipulate the thoughts and emotions of good people who want to see a positive change in the world. The problem with the propaganda that we are seeing now is that it is so skewed and mixed up with total nonsense, that you have to be extemely diligent and VERY up to date on the issues they are claiming to know about. Propaganda is designed to display a message, and play music to set the mood, and show you horrific things in order for you to have a sever emotional reaction of " THIS MUST BE STOPPED"!!!! This is a totally legitimate response and reaction, and I agree with it 100%. Let's do this smart. Let's come together and plan this out. My awakening is complete, and there are people who have been monitoring my facebook profile from the inside that made themselves known to me. I made a post and set the privacy to only me, and never let anyone see it, and got some comments on another post confirming that indeed someone did see it, like I had said that someone would in the post. I am going to find a lot of resistance in my life, but this is nothing new to me so I am well prepared, and confident that I will do what I need to whatever happens. I expect to see a lot of hate coming at me on facebook and other sources on the internet just to make it known here. I did nothing negative other than make a post to see if anyone was paying attention and indeed they were. I love you all and am trying my best to fix things.
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Another upgrade... wow.2/19/2021 I really didn't think it could happen again after happening so fast already. I got an upgrade yesterday at 3:33 am... and I got another one just a short while ago. I was totally enjoying myself listening to music and looking at things on facebook when I am intuitively guided to make a post about how nobody has ever cared enough to ask me about how I am developing as a person, and that it stung a little bit when I thought about it, but it didn't hurt anymore, the hurt is now just a disappointment.
Well I thought good and long and hard about the right way to say what I wanted to say while properly expressing how I felt, and made my paragraphs and had everything the way I wanted it and posted it. Not a word of a lie, but immediately after I posted the speal, I can't explain it properly but I just knew everything that was going to happen, and I put things together in a way I never have before, and not only that but my sight increased even more. I was astonished and after I posted what I wrote, I logged off facebook to do a tarot card reading, and I drew cards that normally I wouldn't know exactly how they related to my life and this time I knew EXACTLY how every card related and why it related. It was just like, boom here is your answer spelled and even sounded out for you. Some people didn't enjoy the word monkey I used in my speal, but that's because people who don't know my personality don't know how I use language to express myself. I wanted to use the most offensive word I could possibly find for people and I picked a good one because it worked. Sorry to those offended, that's me going to the max to express something. |